The joys of totally freaking out.

You may have noticed that I have several hobbies: eating Nutella. Eating Fries. Hanging out on the couch. Whining because I feel fat (surprise, surprise!). Making jokes that lack common sense. Reading trashy booky and reading Wikipedia-articles all day (did you actually notice I wrote almost all of my posts in one day? Yep. Fucking YouTube and Hiddenlol. Not to mention Meg Cabot). But my favorite hobby isn't just a hobby. It's a way of life: Freaking out about random things.

It's not as if I was extremely choleric or bipolar (my roommate is a doctor, and he could persuade my boyfriend of the fact that I'm not mentall ill, just a crazy bitch), I just enjoy hating everything. I can turn it off and just be nice, I can control it. But shouting around just feels too sweet.

Shouting at McDonald's because they don't serve the Veggie Burger anymore.

Shouting at the cinema  because the Harry Potter-series is over.

Shouting at the nice woman from Rat auf Draht (an Austrian telephone counselling service for teenagers  that's strangely enough always busy when you're about to do something extremely stupid but never when you just want to chat) because you put your laptop on the hot stove by accident and are at the edge of a nervous breakdown because your kitchen smells of plastic and you cannot afford a new one (which happened to me yesterday).

Shouting at your classmates while arguing about the correct use of Arabic word mundu (since, for).

Shouting (and dancing) because your laptop works again, you passed the English exam and your boyfriend still loves you although you've been acting pretty mean lately (that's a positive form of freaking out)

Just try it. Seriously. Next time you feel especially bad or great about something, just start shouting around how you hate/love everybody. People get used to it, and i actually works. It's like taking a hot bath or tranquilizers, but it's a lot more cheaper. I'm serious. Just do it, and you'll get addicted to it soon. Plus, Lucy van Pelt from Charles Schulz' Peanuts does it too, and Lucy is never wrong.

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